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United States
Current Residence: Dead End, MN, USA.
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Large.
Favourite genre of music: Pretty much all, except for some rap and hip-hop.
Favourite photographer: Caz (Eggnogstick on dA)
Favourite style of art: Whatever I feel like.
Operating System: Windows 7 as of October 2010.
MP3 player of choice: Windows Media Player.
Shell of choice: A Ninja Turtle shell.
Wallpaper of choice: Too lazy to decide.
Skin of choice: I've never tasted skin and I'm not planning on it anytime soon....?
Favourite cartoon character: Ed (Ed Edd & Eddy); Peter, Chris, Stewie, Quagmire, Joe, Cleveland (Family Guy)
Personal Quote: "Winning isn't everything. It's the only thing."
  • Mood: Dazed
  • Listening to: "Gravity" -Wolf's Rain OST Vol. 01
  • Reading: n/a
  • Watching: n/a
  • Playing: n/a
  • Eating: n/a
  • Drinking: n/a
Schedules, meetings,'s all about to make my brain explode.  I've been procrastinating so much, and I'm willing to bet it appears as though I quit a lot of things altogether, such as deviantART.  Well, you can believe whatever you want.  In truth, I've not had much time for deviantART or any other online hobbies I used to have like in days long past.

Things are going alright, but what I mentioned hitherto has contributed greatly to stress, and inevitably my psyche has been diminishing, to the point where I've almost not been giving a shit about anything.

I turned 24 last month.  I miss my youth.

I guess part of the reason I've not been posting much in the dA Journal is due to the fact, or perhaps just fear, that I am being monitored.  A lot of things have happened in the last few months, and because I don't want to appear ignorant, I am keeping my guard up.  After all, the Internet is not a safe place.  Nothing is private.  Not even these deviantART Journal entries.  I'm rather surprised that nothing happened yet.  Of course, now that I say that, something is bound to happen eventually.  There are times when I pretty much welcome it.  I hate it here.  I'd do anything to leave this shit-hole.  Oh sure; it's peaceful here, but economically, this place is nothing more than a dead end.  If anything where I live is just a place for old people to retire.
And in the meantime, I've been receiving a "calling" by others.  Those who have no calling must be given one by those who do, and those who receive these callings have to live by them to the fullest.  I suppose it's a fact of life that if someone is unable to create his own future, no matter how or why, it is the duty of others to bestow a future upon those who cannot create their own.  In the end, you cannot become whatever you want to be.  You can only become more of what you already are.  But maybe this concept is debatable; it's possible that an individual can become whatever he wants if he puts much into it and is able to manifest it in some way or another.

I don't cry much anymore.  It's pointless.  People look at those who cry and assume that that person is only seeking attention.  Not that I'm the type to expose myself like that to the public.  No amount of crying, screaming, or begging can change anything in an individual's circumstance.  And why is that person experiencing those circumstances?  Well, I've learned that even though there is a who, what, where, when, and how.....there is no why.  There is no why because "why" complicates others; people only want things to get through quickly and effectively.  "Why" involves reason, and reason is something people often steer clear from, because that too complicates their judgments and actions.  Or maybe people do have a reason, but that reason is ultimately reckless and ill-conceived.

It's way past my bed-time.  I just felt like making this entry on account of because.

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ShadowlesWOLF Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
Thank you, I appreciate the fav Fuzzydemon
ZokuneAki10 Featured By Owner Edited Apr 25, 2015
Hello! Is it possible that you've commented on one of my deviations?

It was labeled New Metasequoia and I'm trying to find the source of a certain hidden comment.
CrazyDave55811 Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2015
Yes.  When I posted a comment, I noticed one of your responses to someone else that you've been on another account (or something), so I decided to hide my comment.

Anyway, my inquiry was about how to put English language on Metasequoia 4, but I resolved that issue way back. :)
ZokuneAki10 Featured By Owner May 2, 2015
Oh okay. Thank you for the clarification!
Manic-32 Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2015  Hobbyist
Thank you so much for the fave! :hug:
DJ-ENG1E Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2014  Hobbyist Filmographer
Hey thanks for favoriting.
jokerfake Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
LizzyNebula Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2014  Student Artist
how is it that your so good at mmd?
myINQI Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks a lot for :+fav:ing, I really appreciate it :heart:
Freeport Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2014  Professional General Artist

Thanks for the fav of Female Stock Soldier 06 - Aiming by Freeport!

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